This is my brain on calendars

In an effort to doodle more effectively, I try to capture ideas in my head that aren’t really tangible. Calendars can take many forms, and god knows I have plenty of planners, online accounts, and wall scrolls to remind me of every waking moment, but what does time look like in your head? This is the best I could do, though I could imagine many more interpretations. I really don’t know what a calendar looks like in my head, but I do know that I imagine myself looking back on something messy, and looking forward on something daunting.